Away from Home II
Ive been away from home for so many times. since i was 13 years old. but before that, i never leave my lovely home, my sweet home. Eventhough my mum is a strict person, who cant tolerate with any mistake that i always do, i still love my mum and my house.
Ah, the feeling when im away from home. at the age of 13, what do you expect? at 1st when i received the offer from Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Agama Falahiah, which is abt 50 km from my home, i was sooo happy, coz ive been dreaming of leaving the house to study in a boarding school for such a long time. so when i recieved it, im definitely happy. cant wait for registration day. The day has come and we travelled from Tanah Merah to Pasir Pekan. After the registration, my father just gave abt RM 20, if i want to buy something. after a lil talk, i mean yeah your father will say something to motivate you like "mie belajar elok-eloklah, sekolah ni sekolah bagus etc etc" and then he leave. Upon seeing the car leaving the school fence, i can feel this strange feeling. i dunno but i feel sad. im not crying but im sad. i can still smile and play on the 1st day. the 2nd day, i feel that im not feeling well. huhhuhu.. biasak lah, bukan demam pun but home sick. and the 3rd day, i just walk out of the gate, alone and just get the bus, heading home. the same thing happen for few times, i mean the run away incident. when i reached home i just said to my mum that im sick. until one day my mum send me to the hospital and im warded. hihihih. well, after a month my dad decided to bring me home and just continue my study at the school near my house. and my condition changed eversince. Homesick maaaaa...
2nd time, i got another offer, this time a boarding school from north. its when i was in form 4. this time im kinda ready and i dont want the same thing happen for the 2nd time coz my bro keep on mentioning abt the last experience. i have to prove it to them. im still sad, when i saw my parents leaving the school gate. i waited there untill i see them get a cab and lost from my sight. owh, from that moment, i never look back. i just go on and on. until now, i can handle my feeling whenever i have to be away from home.
Ah, the feeling when im away from home. at the age of 13, what do you expect? at 1st when i received the offer from Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Agama Falahiah, which is abt 50 km from my home, i was sooo happy, coz ive been dreaming of leaving the house to study in a boarding school for such a long time. so when i recieved it, im definitely happy. cant wait for registration day. The day has come and we travelled from Tanah Merah to Pasir Pekan. After the registration, my father just gave abt RM 20, if i want to buy something. after a lil talk, i mean yeah your father will say something to motivate you like "mie belajar elok-eloklah, sekolah ni sekolah bagus etc etc" and then he leave. Upon seeing the car leaving the school fence, i can feel this strange feeling. i dunno but i feel sad. im not crying but im sad. i can still smile and play on the 1st day. the 2nd day, i feel that im not feeling well. huhhuhu.. biasak lah, bukan demam pun but home sick. and the 3rd day, i just walk out of the gate, alone and just get the bus, heading home. the same thing happen for few times, i mean the run away incident. when i reached home i just said to my mum that im sick. until one day my mum send me to the hospital and im warded. hihihih. well, after a month my dad decided to bring me home and just continue my study at the school near my house. and my condition changed eversince. Homesick maaaaa...
2nd time, i got another offer, this time a boarding school from north. its when i was in form 4. this time im kinda ready and i dont want the same thing happen for the 2nd time coz my bro keep on mentioning abt the last experience. i have to prove it to them. im still sad, when i saw my parents leaving the school gate. i waited there untill i see them get a cab and lost from my sight. owh, from that moment, i never look back. i just go on and on. until now, i can handle my feeling whenever i have to be away from home.
posted by mie at 5:10 AM
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where r u ?
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